第108节
【】olittleitsofenduranustneverregretit,never.oh,hispaintherehadbeeuallytofeelitasifithadbeenheroejustihispain. heeloveintheirbluenessedher,givenherpurposesinhildhood;andhitagreat,shadoigue.notahebody,butahesoul. heebedasanotherperson;itoreihanthesexualaotionalties,aptyastheairsoalluringlyfullandsunsoakedvegetation,hedriftedfora:thereliefofrelinquishinghisofighther,thepeaeggieyetiisntyntsistgluetogether,butthediseredyself.youylifetoshoehoptuousistheprideofapriestofkind;likeluciferiaspiredtothatoing ihaveneverknoility.dearlord,ifsheantnothingtoitetisithinkiloveherfarrethanidothee,andthat,too,isapartofthypunishnt.heridonotdoubt;thouatriakebreakfast,”hesaid,desperateforsothingtosay,ahersleagainsthischest. ”goforthespart,illkethebreakfast.andtheresoputanythingonhere.noonees.” ”trulyparadise”hesoing.ien.” alreadythepain;justbecausehehadleftthebed;shelayasheeebreakfasttogether.” thetiderbling,unsandlikesand,athreinprehensiblethanthenightsdreareality.hereyesrestedonhiaind,adifferentthislasts.” ”uissedyoure,ihadntgotusedtodoingarriedhieadeupndtorrysoone,aoodheadandshouldersabovetherest.idontaninenaresupposedtofinddesirableinahusband.justinsoeher.” hisfacete,ggie””truthfullyithinkso.illneveruahinginlukeandinyouaosleepeantoneed,reallyneed.””andaeptingthat,youstillus” sheshrugged,sledportant,anditspleher,sootheresastreakofsaonineveryn,ithink.itsjustthatinnlikeyouandluke,itsrepronounnotaveryybrothers.idoubttheolderoanyratearried,or.havegirlfriendseveerriblyshy,theyrefrightehepoanghthaveovertheandtheyrequite.” dayfollorrainsandfullofcaressesasthesun.and;forhe. sotisandtrydesperatelytoirinthisfaeeringhoagehaddied,thelookofhithereouth,thestunningsilver,alookinhiseyesofhauntedgrief,adoodlook.sheuoodtheiliustgo,baoreabletoserve.foronlythosehevicissitudesoftheway. oneday,eggie,iveneverbeensohappy,orsounhappy.” ”iknoh.” ”ibelieveyoudo.isituypassionfortitianhairlittledidiknoe.iloveyou,ggie.” ”areyouleaving” ”torroust.shipsailsfenoaihanaweek.””genoa” ”ro,ae,perhapstherestoflife.idontknow.” ”donteisalstup,too.ieavingluke,io ...