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    【】istihing.she,poorsuoodont,hadtherebeenanyherlikeorestesfroheeunides.butheuldntquittheisland,andhedidhavetheuragetoreininherpreseure.youtookitfraheeppedoutofrobseggieyouassudihadgiveninatlast.andbeforeyouevenhadtitogetyourbreathbackihadtoshoplishednothinginingtoseeyou,uistocutyouintolittlepieces.alltheseyearscrosspurposes.

    stillshee,huliation,butastheexpressioorealizethegnitudeofherstake,thehorrorofit.ahanthat:thefaeggie,getoutofherehthescrapofpridehesleftyoutheinstahoughtitsheactedonit,sheofherchairandfleeing.

    beforesheuldreasohardhestaggered.itdidnttter,anyofit,thegruelingbattletoretainhissoulsiy,thelongpressingdoontshehadgonelifetis.allthatpoant,sleeping,onlyneedionationofatouhaosinindindsinguishedinbodyswill.

    upslidherararoundhisneed;hebenthishead,gropedouthforhers,foundit.heruth,nolongeranunerybutreal;herarabouthisifsheuldolethio;theedtoloseeventhefeelotherbones;hoeryanddesire,uneryandunedesire.theyearshesthavelongedforthis,longedforheranddeniedherposelfevenfrohethoughtofherasaan

    didhecarryhertothebed,ordidtheyusthavecarriedher,butheuldnotbesure;onlythatshey

    ggie,ggiehoefronfancytothinkyouprofanation

    tieaning,onlyadepthofdinsiohai.heuldfeelheryethedidnotfeelher,notasaseparateentity;akeherfinallyandforeverapartofhielf,agraftself,notasyiosisadeforhiforhehaddeher;forsixteenyearshehadshapedandldedheranhadshoself,hadalself,forshefron,ansbody.oh,deargod1knoeforsolongaftershehadgroh,buthavetobeleaedlikethis

    bean,neveran;sothingfargreater,sothingbeyoeofareerallhisfate,hern.an,foreveran.dearlord,uldstthounothavekeptthisfroeian,isandlegs,livingropestoher,silkily,sleeklytorntedhiheputhisselfovertotheddening,exasperatingdriveofangrapplingindreeled,slipped,beonthean.heuldbethatont,thefiheety,desolaterealization:eself.sohebedtotheinscrutablefateans.

    andingnuisanidstofhispaihislongdenialofher.

    sheelyhappy,happierthansheuldreereverbeing.frohenthehadpulledherba,athingofarandhandsandskinandutterpleasure.iadeforhiandonlyforhi...thatss

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